..YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME..

Gawad Pluma: Gabi ng Parangal '09

2009-10-18T12:23:00.004+08:00

Fun, Sumptuous food and Party!!! Hahaha =))

To my Dakila family: We may no longer be group mates next semester for the Advanced Newspaper Writing, but I hope what we've experienced as a group will motivate all of us to do our best and not just settle for less.. I've learned a lot from you guys.. Di naman importante yung number of awards, what's important is what we've learned from Ma'am Gem and how we put it into practice.. From the bottom of my heart, thank you..

Our Baby =)

2009-10-10T18:35:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU!!! Hehe :)

You have got to be kidding me!

2009-09-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

I saw the video.. Kanye West made a scene during the MTV Awards. Such a pathetic guy. He was so HEARTLESS (that's why his song fits him) and inconsiderate and stupid and everything else. Interrupting Taylor Swift's emotional and special moment and telling everyone Beyonce's video was the best is sooooo MEAN.. I envy you, for real...

2009-09-10T23:16:00.004+08:00

Our memories make us who we are. You can't change the past.

- from my all-time favorite movie, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind :)

LSS... :)

2009-09-05T09:39:00.003+08:00

I'm definitely on Patron Tequila.. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wfVMZ4CMCE

They're better than the Pussycat Dolls, I guess..

Manong, last ka nalang!

2009-09-03T19:46:00.004+08:00

Sa jeep...

Ako: Bayad oh..

Erset na driver: Naay kunduktor dira.. Wala ka kita?

(Ang kunduktor busy kaayo ug syagit2x)...

Maldetang ako: Duol ko sa imo, natural sa imo nako ihatag.. Pati pagdawat sa bayad dili pa nimo mabuhat!

THAT MADE MY DAY! BANTAY LANG KA, NONG! LAST NALANG KA!

16 and counting..

2009-09-02T00:09:00.004+08:00

I love you more today than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow. I'm always here for you, you know that. You are my life and you will always be. We'll face the world together because we are one. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAHAL!!! Happy 16th monthsary! :)

Chantelle's 3rd birthday... Such a cutie!!

2009-08-31T21:40:00.002+08:00

Photo op with the Lawas family

When I first saw her, she was still a baby (turning two i guess).. She barely even knew me.. Now, she's 3 years old and becoming a beautiful little girl.. Happy birthday to you, Chan! You always make us smile.. Hope you liked Ate Deng and Kuya Macky's gift.. :)

School fiesta '09 =)

2009-08-18T23:14:00.009+08:00

Ayaw kaayo i-feel!!!

Sayawtenista '09 WEST SIDE STORY

100% purely humans!!!

Rambutan girls.. Thanks kevs!

Sugod sa baha!

2009-08-11T00:26:00.004+08:00

Karon lang ko naka-experience na super baha ang school.. Nag-dinner lang mi (Poy, Me, Nikki, Eva, Ej, Jun2x, Flyn, Roch, Jen, Hernel) sa JFC before the general rehearsal, kalit man nag-ulan oi.. Dili lang ordinary na ulan ha, as in raging mad siya..

To think, ang JFC tabok lang sa school pero luoy kaayo si Roch kay naka OJT uniform siya.. Dili kaya i-sacrifice ang shoes kay basig pagka-ugma guba na.. Hahaha!

Thanks to the sikad drivers!!! Savior namo sila.. For the first time, gihatod mi sa sulod sa school... OSA to be exact.. Grand entrance kaayo! Bongga among service!

Nalingaw ko sa experience!! Unta ma-usab.. Pero dili unta ato kakusog ang ulan kay HAGO KAAYO.. =))

i'm waaaaay behind.. =(

2009-08-10T10:00:00.007+08:00

dexter

trueblood

house md

heroes

I've been busy and I had no time to watch every episode of all these shows.
Therefore, I have a lot of coping up to do.. *Sigh*

Democracy is yellow.. RIP Cory Aquino..

2009-08-05T00:57:00.008+08:00

Corazon "Cory" Aquino was a heroine to the Filipino people. She redeemed democracy and with that, she deserved to be respected and recognized for her heroism. She was the ideal mother that any son/daughter would want to have. She inspired us.

Her death affected many Filipinos especially those who see her as a role model. It was very sad to know that she already passed away after fighting against cancer.

Today is her burial and most of the Filipino people will be weeping. She's not just an ordinary person, she helped our country have our democracy back. It was a tough job but she did it with dignity and pride.

May you rest in eternal peace, former President Cory Aquino!

To others, you might be just a woman, but to us you are truly a heroine.. =)

My Birthday Bash! Fun night. =))

2009-07-25T07:43:00.010+08:00

Happy birthday to us, Jay!

Happy people.. Look at Jessa's smile! =D

I only do this with HIM..

Partey!!!

The best talaga si mareng jessa! =))

Girlfriends

The gang.. =)

EJ, Eva, Shehann, Poy and Me at Pista Lokal..

Happy Birthday To Me.. =)

2009-07-21T07:52:00.003+08:00

Today's my day.

I'm already 20, a teen no more.

All I want is to have more fruitful years to come and happiness, that's all.

Gifts are not that important anymore, as long as I have my family, friends and my other half who are always there for me.

THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR THE GREETING, GUYS! =)

Quotes to ponder..

2009-07-19T22:14:00.005+08:00

What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now.

I tell you everything that is really nothing, and nothing of what is everything, do not be fooled by what I am saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying. -Charles C. Finn

Notice the difference between what happens when a man says to himself, "I have failed three times," and what happens when he says, "I am a failure." -S.I. Hayakawa

Immature love says: "I love you because I need you." Mature love says "I need you because I love you." -Erich Fromm

Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. -James Baldwin

I think we all wish we could erase some dark times in our lives. But all of life's experiences, bad and good, make you who you are. Erasing any of life's experiences would be a great mistake.

It's a fiction, not a moral treatise.

2009-07-19T15:02:00.005+08:00

Quills
Directed by: Philip Kaufman
Main Cast: Geoffrey Rush as The Marquis de Sade, Kate Winslet as Madeleine "Maddy" LeClerc, Joaquin Phoenix as The Abbe du Coulmier, and Michael Cain as Dr. Royer-Collard

I was astonished by this film. It was my first time to actually watch it during our Media Law class. Some scenes were too exposed but it fits the story well. This movie is definitely not for MINORS. Even I was looking away while watching some scenes that were not too good to the eyes. Marquis de Sade was a remarkable writer! You'll understand why if you get the chance to watch it. =)

Once upon a time... I was in EUROPE =))

2009-06-25T19:16:00.012+08:00

Chateau de Versailles (Marie-Antoinette's Palace)

Notre Dame Church (Paris, France)

That's her! That's Mona Lisa! Just a small painting on a BIG wall. (Louvre)

The ever famous Eiffel Tower. Awesome! (I reached the top!)

It was a trip of a lifetime! Not anyone gets the opportunity to go on a vacation in such a wonderful continent called EUROPE. The whole trip (Paris, Lourdes, Vienna, Venice and Rome) with the whole family was all in all FUN and MEMORABLE. It was not that clean (with vandalisms everywhere) but the place itself? I'm just speechless about it. Photos to follow.. =)

Tennis.. My new LOVE!

2009-02-23T18:30:00.003+08:00

Tennis was not really my sport, volleyball was. Although I've been watching tournaments on television and I'm a big fan of Maria Sharapova and Martina Hingis, I never thought it would be this hard.

My sister convinced me to play with her because she wanted something to do, something fun and different. Marami na raw kasi naglalaro ng badminton kaya gusto niya maiba naman. I got curious about it and so I tried playing tennis. Sobrang nag-eenjoy kami ni ate maglaro. Nakakapagod, nakakangawit ng kamay pero sulit.

Thanks to Kuya Alex for being our instructor. He's very patient and nice. I hope I'll be a good tennis player... Fingers crossed! =)

Dexter "The Serial Killer" Series..

2009-01-26T22:44:00.003+08:00

My sister and I got down to watching this new TV series that we were so unfamiliar of just this afternoon. She was curious about it so she decided to buy the first season. We actually forgot to eat dinner, it was already past 9 when we realized it.

Dexter is an American television drama series based on a novel entitled "Darkly Dreaming Dexter" by Jeff Lindsay. In Miami, its focus was Dexter Morgan, a serial killer who works for the Miami Metro Police Department as a blood splatter analyst. Well, he does not kill the good people, only the unscrupulous ones. Those who kill the innocent victims that they are trying to investigate.

I still have more to watch out for. I've only finished a few episodes and I can't wait to watch more. Dexter is definitely cute but such a threat. All in all, it's mind-blowing. LOL! =))

2009-01-25T14:11:00.001+08:00

I want to stop wondering WHAT IF...
I want to know WHAT IS...

We've gone CRAZY! Ayaw kaayo tiiii..

2009-01-16T15:55:00.005+08:00

Shehann, Me, and Nikki.. Nagtanga lagi ka tiii?

Happy people... Indeed!

Me and Nikki.. Tarong pa mi ani..

All the gorgeous ladies.. Ang Jusa pud!

Just a teaser.. If you'd like to see more of these pictures, go check my multiply account.. dengerousdengu.multiply.com.. =)

She

2008-12-28T22:47:00.003+08:00

A woman has strengths that amaze men. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love, and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying, cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional! There's only one thing wrong with her...

SHE SOMETIMES FORGETS WHAT SHE IS WORTH...

Life is not like a movie... Life is harder...

2008-12-12T14:28:00.003+08:00

Cinema Paradiso - a movie by the famous Italian director Giuseppe Tornatore, tells the story of Salvatore (nicknamed Toto), a young boy who grew up fatherless in a small Sicilian village in the forties and fifties. Now a successful film director, he returns home for the funeral of Alfredo, his old friend who was a projectionist at the local cinema throughout Salvatore's childhood. Soon memories of his first love affair with the beautiful Elena, and all the highs and lows that shaped his life, come flooding back as Salvatore reconnects with the community he left 30 years earlier.

An extraordinary film like this would truly move its viewers. I'm one of them. I suggest you guys watch this too, it's a very old film though but it's one of the best Italian movies I have ever seen. Giuseppe Tornatore is one amazing director! I salute him for that. =)

THE STORY ABOUT THE SOLDIER AND THE PRINCESS

Alfredo: Once upon a time, a king gave a feast. And there came the most beautiful princesses of the realm. Now, a soldier, who was standing guard, saw the king's daughter go by. She was the most beautiful one, and he immediately fell in love with her. But what could a poor soldier do when it came to the daughter of the king? Well, finally, one day, he managed to meet her, and he told her that he could no longer live without her. The princess was so impressed by his strong feelings that she said to the soldier: "If you can wait 100 days and 100 nights under my balcony, then at the end of it, I shall be yours." Damn! The soldier immediately went there and waited one day. And two days. And ten. And then twenty. And every evening, the princess looked out of her window, but he never moved. During rain, during wind, during snow, he was always there. The bird shat on his head, and the bees stung him, but he didn't budge. After ninety nights, he had become all dried up, all white, and the tears streamed from his eyes. He couldn't hold them back. He no longer had the strength to sleep. All that time, the princess watched him. And on the 99th night, the soldier stood up, took his chair, and went away.

Salvatore: [later in the film, Toto gives Alfredo his interpretation] ... In one more night, the princess would have been his. But she also could not possibly have kept her promise. And it would have been terrible. He would have died. This way, however, at least for 99 days, he was living under the illusion that she was there, waiting for him.

First Christmas with YOU.

2008-12-10T09:59:00.003+08:00

I'm looking forward to spending my Christmas with you. I love you! =)

It's the GIGI move!

2008-11-29T20:04:00.005+08:00

Gigi Torres... She's one of the most awesome choreographers I have ever known and seen in my entire life.. At Pinay siya! =) Her moves make my jaw drop to the floor.. LOL! She's actually the founder of the Essence Movement.. They basically dance for a cause.. I just love watching her groove.. I hope someday I'll meet her.. Someday! =)

Forbidden Love.. Twilight..

2008-11-29T18:47:00.006+08:00

This movie made me and my friends go crazy over Edward Cullen.. I used to wonder... "What's with Twilight anyway?" and now, I understand why women and women trapped in a man's body go crazy over him. Hahaha! The story itself is interesting. Their concept of a vampire is very diverse from what we all know and believe is a vampire. I just loved looking at Edward and Bella together. It's chronicle is realistic. Although the ending was hanging, but there's more. Two thumbs up for me!

IT'S NOT YET OVER.. kay i-cheka pa nako ang mga kabuang namo while watching the film..

Poy, Deng, Shehann, Albert, Jus, Aubrey, Kix, Arjay..

Pagsulod pa lang sa movie house, ang mga labad nag kiat2x na kay excited na kaayo magtan-aw.. When the movie started, nag iniro mi gamay and keleg2x of course.. Pagkakita kay Edward, murag mabuang akong mga kauban! Ako slight lang.. Hehe! Syagit sa syagit kung kiligon..

I'll never forget the "YOU'RE MY LIFE NOW" and "I DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU" lines.. =)

Dullness of S and S.

2008-11-24T12:00:00.005+08:00

Saturday and Sunday.

Saturday - I went to class, had dinner then headed home.

Sunday - Just home, all day. Isn't that dreary?

In those two days, I stayed at home most of the time, particularly in my room. All I did was watch television, read a book, study my notes, surf the net, take a nap, eat, text (love of my life) and watch television again. Well, that's what I usually do. Those are the things that fishes out my boredom. But howcome I still get bored after doing those things? Is it because I didn't go out? Well, I guess that's the answer to a person who's used to going out at weekends, like me.

I'm quite grateful though, because I was able to rest my mind and body. I slept for as long as I wanted. I did not have to wake up very early. The time is beyond doubt, mine. This weekend also gave me the chance to unwind, think of the things that happened to me in the past that changed me, the things I have learned and will learn along the way, and of course, the one man who makes me happy and gives me the reason to love him more.

It was boring, Yes. But It helped. Well, I hope next weekend would be more fun. =)

anxiety. is it that bad?

2008-11-16T00:03:00.003+08:00

My brother noticed my stressed look last night. He asked me why then I replied,

"Umaandar kasi insomnia ko. Madalas 2 or 3am na ako nakakatulog."

The first thing he told me was to DRINK MILK. Honestly, I hated it eversince. When I was a child, I've made up so many excuses just to avoid drinking milk. Enough of the milk thing. Back to my conversation with kuya, he thought it was not just because of my insomnia, but because of my anxiety.

"Ang dami-dami mong iniisip, kaya di ka nakakatulog kaagad. You have to let go of those things."

That hit me! My mind went blank. I didn't know what to answer. I somehow felt "guilty" because it's true, I've been thinking about so many things, even the things that shouldn't bother me. I don't know if I'm trying to give myself problems or whatsoever. All I know is that I'm bothered. There's never a day that I don't think of any. Another thing that I'm trying to let go now is my insecurity. They say it's normal to feel insecure, although one has to really move one step forward to overcome it, but this thing's pulling me down, my self-confidence. I'll fight this. I know I can. I should not rely on the people who could be of help, but myself.

To those who'll read this, just a piece of advice...

Let go of the things that doesn't make your life productive. =)

My Love.

2008-11-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

Poy, my other half, is the one person who showed me what love really is. May 2, 2008, our single lives were over and we are together as one. I love him forever!